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Wednesday, September 01, 2004

pain

The thing that is on my mine, is pain. What pain for the longest time to me has been, that one can not feel pain if there is no risk involved in a action of life, and if the person has no emotation toward anything then theres no way he can feel pain. so in the light of taking a risk you yourself risk haveing the chance of feeling pain. So i guess what i am saying is that cold hard people in the world have it easier then the rest of the world since theres not pain in ther life..

the other thing i have noticed if you waiting for some thing you have more pain then most people due to the fact of you are wanting some thing to happen and you don't really want to wait for it to, but your to scared to make it happen because there is a greater risk involved in doing something then just waiting for it hence more pain. since it would chance the way things are form now and now why you wait you are comfortable jsut waiting and you have learned to deal with the pain that is there but do not want to cause more pain then you already haveto deal with.

last but not least; if you thing about all the times you have every hurt you self or been hurt you have to look at why it hurt so bad to loss something or why it hurt so bad. i feel is that you had you heart into some thing that you true cared about or you were try to do some thing that was important to you and you lost it when you end up hurting your self or feld to achive your goal that you set forward for your self...

what is pain for you????

2 Comments:

  • At 8:55 PM, Blogger cedia said…

    What is pain?

    lack of whatever you desire from within, an ache in your heart that only time can heal, the feeling of being powerless to heal or help someone you love.

     
  • At 8:50 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    pain is letting all the "what ifs" rule your life
    pain is waking up every morning to question yourself and your own actions
    pain is the one true love that can never be replaced and is gone forever ~ this pain is the true origin of the "what ifs" of life and the origin of the self-doubt embeded in life as you know it
    Atleast that is what pain is for me.

     

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