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the one thing that i see day to day i a plain blue sky, the one thing that i feel ever day is desire. the funny thing about all this is that i have to deal with this when i wal up and when i go to bed. its not so bad i have learned to deal with the pain of not know what to do. i mean i wish i was s open as people thought but when it comes down to it i believe in the out ways of the knights "chivary". and form some odd rest ihave never fualt for what i want. i may have to find away to go after what i desire more then any thing right now what that may be is something i may not be able to have. well at least if i have the worlds and actions to fight i will be able to say i aleast fought the fight and played my cards