friendship part two

in the last few weeks i have been looking at the way i look at friendships in my life and i have found the following.

one its not worth dealing with the shit people put you thought day in and out unless they are their when you need them the most. so it does not matter how much you spent on freinds or how close you are said to be unless they stand beside you in a fight or in all walks of life. the one problem with some friends are they only want you around in bad times to listen to there shit never there to give a helping hand..

a true freind will be there when you need to have some one to listen to you and you should be their for them to listen and help with their problems together you help each other. never ask to much and never adding troubles to your life no matter what oath you took freinds should be understand and fight for you when they know the problem...

a freind is one who always calls when his in town and would do any thing to help in a time of need even loan you money to pay of some people that akding to much of you...

so i choose this year to be the year i plan on set the tiem beside for those who truely care to e my friend and for the rest of you go sit on it and rotate.......

refusely

In the past few weeks i have refused to feel anything, it has done me alot of good, but in doing so i have cut of the feelings from my brain.. whichi n doing this i have stopped thing about the past things that might be important.

i know think by refuseing t feel emotions i have made myself into a cold heart person that just does not care about things anymore. i you know me and think that i am being mean its not you, i just do not care and refuse to give a damn....

so if you have a passion in life listen to me and strive for that passion, do not turn in toa emyte soul that does not fight for what they want........strive for the feels that make you who you are. do not refuse it only cuts you off from the world, and those that you care about.......