random thoughts

in the time i fill frastration, i see the end in sight
Every one knows i cant turn away this time this random thing of mine.
now i am driving on a high so far in the sky....

i look in to her eyes i see hope and wish upon the stars that one day ill find that happiness
that i long for so much and reallize that the day is only mine to find. The light shines bright apon the beauty that my eys see in the night.

people

to live in a world that is driven by money and polities. i can not imagen how people look past the simple things that make life so much fun.. i guess some poeple are just driven by creed and triing to please every one and doign what i political correct the froget to stop and think what well truely make them happy.

as i leave college: i look back on how many people i have meet and know over the last few years, some i could care less about in life and others i have not seen in a while but i still thinkof them. no matter how i view the people that have come and gone in my life i still remeber most of them. some i will remeber for the fact of how they effected my life and change me, other jsut becasue they are who they are...

the sad thing is now that i have to move away i realize that i am leaveing most of my life behind and moving on, i know i will make new friends where i am going just because i a outgoing person.. but it is still going to hurt to leave some of my close friends that i have come to know and trust due to the fact i am affried to lose them and not have to close relationships that we have now....

but what ever happens i will stay strong knowing i can call on them with just a phne call and they will be there for me ..........

in the end

many people wake up everyday and go to bed every night, not paying attention to what they do in the middle of those to things. some think, some go to work and some jsut have fun. i am on who does way to much in one day. but by far i think way to much. i think about ever thing, what am i going to do in two weeks when schools i over, where do i want a job, what about all the freindships i have. what to do what to do. i just have to leave addvice to those who care to hear it do every thing you want to do way you are in college, because once the end is in sight you have to focus on what is at hand, and thats getting a job. i just have to say no matter what happens i will do my best to stay in touch with all my freinds as best i can. i wish you all the luck with you studies......